Yay!

I'm so excited! At the swim meet yesterday Jello offered to teach me how to swim. I decided to accept the offer, but for James. He's trying to get the swimming merit badge and he's kind of struggling. Jello said he would! He's being really sweet about it and I'm cherishing him for forever! Doing this for and with James has helped me realize that I need to spend more time with my family. I really don't have that much longer with them, I should cherish it while I have it. I talked to my Mom and asked if I could be the one to take the girls to Choir every week. She agreed as long as my school work is up... oi. But my siblings are more than worth it! I thank my Heavenly Father for them everyday! ^_^

Swim Meet

Screw not being happy, that's no fun!

I went to the Layton-Freemont swim meet on Tuesday and had a blast! I've been exchanging insults for the two teams for weeks, since I have friends on both teams. I got to introduce Annie and Josh to Jello, Johnson, Ben, Ammon (Butters), Ammon's Mom, Wilson, and vice versa. And when Annie and Josh started getting all flirty and absorbed in each other I was saved! Jello came and sat with me, or talked to me every time! I think he must have seen how uncomfortable it makes me.
According to Johnson the Freemont team is now "my precious freemont". He and Jello came over and he said, "So how is your precious Layton?" Me, "It's her precious Layton (motioning toward Annie) It's her boyfriend on the team." Jello, "Ohhh, it's Her precious Layton. How are We doing Johnson?" Johnson, "Her precious Freemont is doing Quite well." I laughed.
After the 400m relay (Layton won this one) Jello and Johnson came over pulling faces.
Jello, "We're really mad at our alternates right now." Johnson, "See that's actually our Relay B Team." Jello, :If We were swimming we could have beat Layton by .. 6 seconds?" Johnson, "Oh easy!" Me, "I'm still laughing." Jello, (laughing) "I know you are!"

It was soo much fun!

Ammendment

Ok, ok. I don't really Hate life right now. I'm just not exactly happy. If I had to make a list of my top emotions, they prolly wouldn't be very cool right now. Everything sorta feels bittersweet right now and I'm not exactly sure why. I'm confusing myself and it's not very fun. I'm trying to bottle it up when I'm around other people because I don't want anyone worrying over me. (it won't help, I promise) Maybe I should take a vacation. That's right, maybe I really will hijack Kenny's car and drive away. How about to.... idk, how about Idaho, then Montana and east, eventually making it to Minnesota in time for the Canoeing trip in June. A vacation until June.. and then a canoeing trip.. That sounds lovely. Or I could just go hang gliding and *accidently* fall from the air when a hunter's bullet misses the duck next to me and breaks my glider...

Negativity

I HATE LIFE!!!

I'm always angry or Mad or Depressed and I HATE it!

I just want to sink into that peaceful, endless form of sleep where I DONT CARE!!!

My idiot day and Jelllo

I feel like an idiot. Today the busses back to school from lunch left me while I was in the restroom. I got there in time to chase after the last one, but it left anyway. As I was walking back to Northridge to use the phone and tell the school I'd be late, Anderson walked out of the door. The following ensued:

Jello: Well You're late
Me: (red) I missed the bus.
Jello: (laugh) You need a ride?
Me: (Very Red and embarrassed) Please.

So I got a ride from Jello back to school. Thankfully he'd been running late and just stopped at Northridge quickley to pick up some pizza and then zoom to seminary, our next class. He sits right next to me in fact. I held his pizza while he drove. We had an interesting talk about hiking and camp, and Coach Alphin's driving. Jello accidently ran over a curb while pulling out and so I consoled him with stories about Alphin's driving. It was fun.

NTS: Be still my soul isn't just a hymn, it's a pickup line.

Sluffing with Swimmers

I sluffed the last 10 mintues of Math because I had completed Everything and gotten 100% on the test. So I went downstairs and played Pool with Jello and Wilson, while Johnson called his brother to say no swim practice

Aunt Julie and Ashley

My Aunt Julie came over!!!!! I haven't seen my Dad's sister since I was itty bitty! She's like the black sheep of that family.. See, when she was in elementary school, she started dealing drugs... ya. Anywho, life went down hill from there and it's only been the past few years that she's gotten back in contact with us all.
Anywho, she decided to take a 3 day vacation from Ernie (hopefully they'll be divorced by Christmas) And she came and visited us! She's sooooo cool now. It was amazing to have her over. Listening to her and Dad talk was pretty special. I could tell that he'd missed her.
I thought that Dad and Kristie were close as kids. Man did I get That wrong! Turns out they were like Elise and I, constantly bickering, and Dad and Julie were like John and I, hanging out all the time. I really hope she can get herself, and Ashley into an apartment soon.
She said that she'd bring Ashley to come visit during Winter break. I'm really excited to meet her again. She's only 2 months younger than I am.

Mini Hike Report

That was exhausting! Oh my goodness. It was like cardiac hill for atleast a third of it! And it took 5 hours!!! I'm dying! But it was fun. Jello wasn't there, I really didn't mind.

Hiking

I get to go on a hike tomorrow! And I went hiking Monday too! It was a group date hike and I asked Jeff. A few of us went hiking up behind the waterfall for a while. And Julianna survived!!!!