Delusions

I am tired, I am unmotivated, I am bored and I am lazy. I am Not being productive. I just want to find someplace I can go take a nap, but I'm at School! Oh Joy! I Reeaaalllly need to make it through school alive. I'm going Swimming! The other thing, I'm being affected alot by anxiety. Horribly. Tragically. Incompastitatingly! Is that even a word??? Anywho, I feel like I'm going to puke or something! Please give me courage! I need to tell someone. I Think he'd be ok to tell. Ok ok, I need to tell Him! This really can't go on. I'm sure I'm setting myself up for a let down. It's going to happen whether we like it or not. This is So Grossly Wrong!!! Maybe I'm overreacting.. idk, I tend to do that when I'm This tired... Maybe I'll take a nap before swimming. HA! No Time! Maybe a powernap! Those are only 10min! I can do that! I've perfected the art of power naps from camp. I'm expert now!! I know this doesn't make sense, but GOOD!!! Neither do I! Ever!