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I worte this not to Annie during Sacrament. Yes, I Was listening too. Sheesh, I could give you a full page report if you wanted.


Annie,I think I blew it. When Julianna dropped Rueben off I just said bye as he was getting out of the car. Julianna and Jeff got mad at me. Evidently I was supposed to get out and walk him to the door to say goodbye. In my defense, I was terrified. What was I supposed to do?!?!? Give him a hug?
I had the Strangest dreams last night. It kinda scared me... Those dreams were the most vivid I've had since the Nova dreams. I Don't need another Nova.
btw. He talked to me once more... I've made a HUGE mistake. He's not involved with Anything bad. I wonder how many times I'm going to cry over that child until I'm finally rid of him. I told him I'd never stop loving him, and I won't, but how do I change all My love into Christ-like Love?
I hate myself sometimes. grr