BEFORE

I am going to my friend Jocelyn's house today after school. She's getting her wisdom teeth out this morning and so she'll still be on drugs when I go over. I'm kind of... idk, wary. Jocelyn's never had very much control of her emotions. She tends to make things more complicated than they need to be. She's not very smart about relationships either. Right now she's "madly in love" with a guy she's never met, who isn't a member, smokes, drinks, and lives in Egypt. He's evidently also immature, because he told her that if she wasn't LDS, and he wasn't Muslim, he'd ask her to marry him. Ya, really.
So Jocelyn is, as usual, an emotional wreck. So although I'm looking forward to hanging out with Jocelyn, I'm worried that she might be even more of a wreck than normal, in her drug-induced state. Oh joy...
She's been acting more and more like a child lately. I should go become a psychology pro before school starts so I'll know what that means! lol, ok can't do it That quickly... but that'd be cool.. But really. She talks like a child and is even kind of thinking like a child. I should prolly be worried, but I don't know enough yet.
I just really hope today goes well. And not having to spoon feed her the shake I'm bringing her would be nice.

Jeff was talking about when he got his wisdom teeth out at Davis this morning. He said he couldn't move himself. I think that would be living H***. Hey! I think I found my greatest fear! You know how you get those e-mails that ask you a billion questions and one is always "What's your biggest fear?" I've never had an answer. I couldn't think of anything.
Now I have! I am Deathly afraid of being helpless. I wouldn't survive being unable to move or defend myself. Hmm... Possibly if Annie was helping me. Or someone I trust completely. But that isn't very many people.