Guilt

Hmmm.... I feel like an absolute jerk. I've been think about Jocelyn a lot. I've been talking to her a lot more as well. She's really been helping me.
I've been having some self-doubt lately. Worrying about things that may or may not be trivial. I'm scared I do things wrong sometimes. I think I'm suffering from Bella-syndrome. There's something all you Twilight fans can understand. I have issues with self worth. Ya, I know. I should get over it. Should being the key word
Anyways, Jocelyn has been supportive and encouraging. She's a really good friend. It's not solving things yet, but it's helping me be calmer. More sleep, and actual restful sleep is most likely in order as well.