Ridiculous

So I think that I am finding out that this is not as big of a deal as I thought it was. I'm a flirt right? I think I just want to be held. But I can't ever really separate physical and emotional closeness.. so that's silly. Squishy is attracted to me, I'm attracted to him. Big deal. That's physical. I can handle the physical. If it's not going beyond that, no problem. Friends are always awesome to find. Who cares if they are cute?